I should’ve posted something about this transition in my life quite some time
back. Nevertheless, it’s never too late!
Sitting in my office, staring at the screen, bored of coding
all day (something I never wanted to do), mentally rehearsing all that I need
to finish on a tiring Monday (I always fancied jotting down things to be done
and assumed a sense of achievement after striking them to completion before
calling it a day, but now that list seems unremitting!),dreading my assignment
deadlines, anticipating a new mail, occasionally liking posts on facebook,
mailing unknown people for want of information, not so looking forward to going
home(for reasons inexplicable), I thought the best way to deal with this
monotonous start to the week by posting something new on my blog. So here we
go!
“Transition”- that’s the word. I feel at times that it’s
beyond that. I read it in one of my friends’ posts lately that few years back
our lives were much simpler, when complications were undefined. It got me
thinking. There were several circumstances when I did second that opinion. On
the flip side, every stage has its own set of complications; at least we
consider them to be, irrespective of the level of complexity. Those were the
days when solving a physics problem was in itself a complication. It’s easy to
look back to those “good” old days, and convince ourselves that we emerged victorious
in all those supposedly complicated stages in life. I guess it’s time to move
on and admit that it’s never easy, unless you choose it to be one. According to
me, it’s just the way we look at it. I am sure I would look back to this day
sometime in the future and ponder “I wish I could go back!”It’s a relentless
cycle!
This journey of mine from the Southern part of India to
Central America was quite radical, be it food, climate and not to forget,
people! There are these typical “should-not-do/say-it-this-way” kind of tenets
in the US of A, which do not seem so easy to adhere to, at least to a
moderately adamant person like me:P It’s been close to eight months now, I
still have the urge to hastily get into an overly crowded bus without caring
about people getting down, after all old habits die hard! There were several
such gawky instances which remind me of Gopal, (if not that ganvar :P) of “The
Inscrutable Americans” fame.( for those of you who are wondering who this
random character is, it’s time to Google those three words and read one of the most
hilarious prologues ever!)I've had several experiences which make me wonder even today if this place is overrated; according to me
it’s never about the place, it’s always about people! By saying all this, I
don’t intend to convey that I have cultivated a dislike for the place, I enjoy
the visual delight every day :P There are quite a few exciting factors which keep me going. It’s the kind of attachment one has with a place and way of
living, which makes anything else feel ‘extraterrestrial’. This feeling will
eventually die down with time. I am sure it does. I say this as I look forward
to an exciting tomorrow. :)
PS: Now that’s a long one, on a busy Monday morning. I better
get back to cloaking my second skin before venturing out for lunch, while my
salivary glands continue to crave for pani puri on a cold rainy day! :|
Lovely post :)
ReplyDeleteYou know, it boils down to this- we're all Indians, at every stage! Deep down, we always want to step into that crowded bus, yell at someone who's staring at you(Kaiku ghoorrra re?) and utter the most loveliest words of a lifetime-"bhaiyya, do plate pani puri" :D